Day 18: Wicked Games
Sometimes I just get tired of being so damn introspective. I should know better than to get involved in what Dick's ex-wife says. You know what? I just referred to her as his wife. I don't know what kind of slip that is, but it's not the first time I've done it.
At any rate. The school? Didn't catch the boys. I don't even know where she heard it. It was probably one of the freakin' voices in her head. AND she told the boys that Dick wanted them drug tested. She's always making him to the heavy. BLECH. Thinking about her makes me want to stick an IV of champagne in my arm. Don't worry, I won't.
Last night, I realized what a big fucking hypocrite I am. When I dreamed about a family, it was about children who love me, at least a little. Not two sullen teenagers who are not interested in having a relationship with me at all. It stresses me out, but I've got to practice what I preach. I told Dick not to worry about things he can't control, and this is one of those things that is out of my hands.
AND, I will not compete with their mother for their affections.
AND, I got a going away present of a botle of wine from a parent. It's wearing a dress. It's sitting in the kitchen. If I'm alone with it for much longer, I might do dirty things to it.
Oh. And did I mention that I have a knot the size of an egg on my shoulder? It FEELS GREAT! It's so tight that my right shoulder is now noticeably closer to my ear than my left.
But 1 good thing. I went to they gym today.
Jane Says: I hate Daniel Powter. You had a bad day. Pheh.
At any rate. The school? Didn't catch the boys. I don't even know where she heard it. It was probably one of the freakin' voices in her head. AND she told the boys that Dick wanted them drug tested. She's always making him to the heavy. BLECH. Thinking about her makes me want to stick an IV of champagne in my arm. Don't worry, I won't.
Last night, I realized what a big fucking hypocrite I am. When I dreamed about a family, it was about children who love me, at least a little. Not two sullen teenagers who are not interested in having a relationship with me at all. It stresses me out, but I've got to practice what I preach. I told Dick not to worry about things he can't control, and this is one of those things that is out of my hands.
AND, I will not compete with their mother for their affections.
AND, I got a going away present of a botle of wine from a parent. It's wearing a dress. It's sitting in the kitchen. If I'm alone with it for much longer, I might do dirty things to it.
Oh. And did I mention that I have a knot the size of an egg on my shoulder? It FEELS GREAT! It's so tight that my right shoulder is now noticeably closer to my ear than my left.
But 1 good thing. I went to they gym today.
Jane Says: I hate Daniel Powter. You had a bad day. Pheh.
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